One more thing, when i am able to log on on safe mode the i run CMD THEN write mem
i get reading mem like that
conve. 636
upper 0 0 0 all are zeros ( total, used, free)
reserved zeros too 0 0 0
extended ( xms) 65486 kb , used ? , free 129824 kb
total memory 66104, used ?, free 130421 kb
largest free upper mem block 0 k ( 0 bytes)
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