I just recently started studying computer science (in October 2018). It is something I really want to learn and have this skill in life. The problem is that I have absolutely no prior knowledge about programming and, honestly, I just stopped crying about 5minutes ago because I have deadlines tomorrow and I don't know where to start.
We are programming in C# language. A lot of colleagues are coming from specialized high schools and atm they have almost 0 problems with the course. I, however, am struggling. Even with basic exercises. College is hard and I'm hardly keeping on with programming.
I really want to learn it, but I don't know how. I lack the mindset that I gotta have when programming. I know what I gotta do, but I don't know how. And I'm just lost. Usually I understand the code, but can't write my own.
So, how can I improve? I know I gotta do different exercises. But I'm interested in any other tips and tricks, online courses, literally ANYTHING that can help.