new info:
i tried installing it once to see what the max it saw was, and to my surprise, it saw 186 GB, though it didnt see the remaining 14 GB, so i tried to reformat and partition the hard drive so the remaining 14 GB were in a 2nd partition, but when i went to install windows, it didnt recognize the partitions. i tried to reformat once more, becuase 186 GB is better then nothing, and it got past the first stage when installing, but when it rebooted to go to the second stage, i ran into problems.
if the d drive was out(the 20 gig), i got the message hall.dll is missing or corrupt, if it was in, i got the message NTLDR is missing. i tried reformating and installing once more, same message. please help, if i have to start fresh and reinstall everything, then fine, but ive got to get it running again to start at all