okay, i'll clarify... if I don't press F8 when i'm starting up, it automatically goes to safe mode... it says safe mode in the corners but really it's not safe mode because that's all there is and i can't do anything in it.... it's frozen. but if i press F8 i can try to start in normal mode as well as safe mode, but when it is almost working it freezes. so basically i can't do anything because it's frozen, no matter what i do.