While it is VERY apparent that you are desperate for a solution to your issue i cannot make out the exact nature of your problem. Try hard to explain it more clearly. I sense that you have lost some access to the internet. What if anything can you access? What is your operating system? What is your browser? What type of internet connection are you using? You see i have had to ask you a number of question and all of them should have been provided when you posted your issue. Most serious members on the CH forums that might be motivated to extend help lose interest VERY fast if it becomes necessary to "pull teeth" in order to get a full picture of the problem. So take the time to give as much detail as possible about things that might be relevant.truenorth
P.S. I do note the reference to O/S XP but what version and what service pack?